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Asking For What You Want
There was a time in my life prior to my exposure to A Course In Miracles; when I once believed that being a “good” spiritual person, meant waiting for God to deliver whatever I desired. I thought my faith was demonstrated by how patiently I waited, how much I prayed, or made sacrifices by placing my needs below those of others. I acted as though God was some mysterious force outside of me, that knew what I wanted without my asking. I treated God as an entity I looked to for guidance, but I had no idea of my power as a creator. So years would pass and nothing would change. I convinced myself I must be doing something wrong (listening to fear). It wasn’t until I registered in Lisa Natol’s A Course In Miracles 40 Day Transformation program, while I was engaging in one of the homework assignments that it finally hit me. All that time, I had been WAITING for what I wanted to show up! I hadn’t actually been specific in ASKING for what I wanted. I hadn’t really ASKED with purpose. I had only truly manifested anything in my life because the desire for it was much bigger than my fear of not receiving, Yes. I had co-created desires before, but never with quite as much purpose, always indirectly without having clear knowledge about how to tangibly create my reality with Spirit. I studied the Law Of Attraction, but my belief in myself and my abilities as a creator didn’t match my desires.
Socially, we often pick up these limiting beliefs that it is selfish to ask for what we want. We buy into those limited fear-based beliefs encapsulated in the roles we choose to take on, so that we can play small. True spiritual growth comes from being willing to go to deep places of self examination, and admit to ourselves that we get something out of littleness. Admit we’re actually afraid to be great. It is confronting to learn to accept that we are the creators of our own reality, I can honestly say, there have been days where I have thought “WTF-ever, I didn’t create this!!! I’m not taking responsibility! Forget that!!” Yet, every time I really commit to the inner work of truly and deeply looking, I would find, that yes I did create it, or it wouldn’t be my reality I can choose to stay in littleness and, continue to beat myself up over my creation choices, or I can choose magnitude; ask for the miracle, receive a shift in perception, and awaken as a result of that shift given from Spirit.
I want to share with you a story of how I was guided to the place which I am currently living. I want to share it, because for me, it has not only been a powerful example of Divine Intervention, but it is also a practical example illustrating that physical miracles are not metaphorical. they are God’s true gift for all of us. I am not special. Everyone is entitled to experience miracles. This is a right bestowed upon all of us by God.
I had been searching for a new place to live, and each place I looked at, just didn’t feel right energetically. I had a list of things I knew I wanted to have in my new place, One night, I sat in meditation and I asked God, my Angels & Guides to help me visualize the new location where I would live. I saw in my minds eye a brightly lit suite, with beautiful white walls, white appliances, wooden linoleum floors and, a full bathroom with a bathtub.
A few days later while browsing online rental listings, I saw the photos of the place I had seen in my meditation. I laughed immediately filled with intuitive knowing that this would be my new home.
When I called the landlady to see about the suite, we had a lovely conversation. she even remarked that I sounded as if I would be a wonderful tenant. Next came the part where I mentioned I had a very small dog, one that would fit in a purse I asked if they had a pet policy? She preceded to tell me that they really didn’t want to have someone with a pet. As I was listening to her speak, I heard the voice of Spirit in my mind guide me to gently let go of any attachment I had to getting the suite. So, I thanked her very much for her time, and for considering me, and said goodbye. I caught myself in a fleeting moment of feeling like I might have lost something wonderful, and immediately remembered my intuitive knowledge that this was to be my new place. I also remebered the promise I had made with Spirit to let go of attachment. I didn’t think about the suite again until a week and a half or so later, when the landlady responded to one of my previous emails stating they were going to be having an open house and inviting me to come take a look at the suite. When I reminded her that I was the woman she had spoken to on the phone – the one with the very small dog – she exclaimed she was very happy I had responded because she had spoken with her husband, and they were now willing to allow my dog. They were even willing to accommodate my viewing the suite on a different day than was planned which worked better with my schedule.
In addition to all of this, on the same day I had the appointment to view the suite I received all the resources I needed to secure my tenancy there. When I arrived to view the suite, the landlady informed me more than once that she would have to check the references I provided her. I encouraged her to do exactly as she needed to do. I wanted them both tot know I was honest, authentic and upfront. We continued our walk through as she pointed out potential flaws and “problems” that might cause me to rethink choosing to live there.
I told her everything looked wonderful, trusting beyond anything I was seeing with my bodies eyes, leaving behind any doubt and trusting my intuitive knowing that this was the next place I would be living.
The landlady told me she would be in touch with me in a few days with her decision. As I was leaving the driveway, the landlady cane into view waving her arms to stop the car. She said she no longer wished to check my references, and if I wanted the suite, it was mine to take! “This is God!” I thought. Observing the synchronicity as everything unfolded – I was reminded of what my beautiful friend Lisa Natoli teaches “God is never late, and when something is truly meant to be yours there is nothing that can stand in the way of it coming to fruition.”. The move I practice co-creating with God, the more I learn the importance of asking. Being specific about the desire. Knowing what you want, and being unapologetic in asking for it. Letting go of all attachment and completely trusting that everything will come – even if that means the desire comes in a different way than the images or ideas preconceived in your mind. Being willing to accept whatever happens, and being open to receive what comes, because it will come. When you place an order, God always delivers with perfect timing!
Love, Deedre xo
You Are Not Your Body
A few weeks ago I had a moment where I felt as though I was being judged. An exchange occurred, and a comment was made in passing in reference to something physical about me. The actual comment are not relevant, but I felt called to blog about this because so many of us can feel judged by others, judged by something outside of ourselves, even judged by God.
Judgement is always an illusion of fear, to keep us stuck, to hold us back, to keep us playing small.
The experience prompted me to do some soul-searching and investigate why I felt judged. First.I allowed myself to react to my feelings, and my perception of the “judgement” Then I went to the text of “A Course In Miracles. next, the teachings of Abraham Hicks, and I asked the angels for guidece, What I received was a knowing that in truth there is no judgement. Judgement is not real. This was hard for me to accept at first, because for me, when I felt as though my physical body was being judged that felt very vividly painful/ I felt as though the comment was cutting straight to the core of every flaw I’d ever felt about my body. It brought up feelings that I wasn’t good enough, that these apparent flaws implied there was something wrong with me. I felt instantly unattractive, my spirit sunk as I began to wonder if people really saw me as something that needed to be fixed as I felt these comment suggested.
Was I really something that just needed to be fixed?
Make no mistake, the person involved had no malicious intent, in fact, I’m sure they felt their comment was harmless. People are often completely unaware of the power their words can have when they speak. In the moment though, this comment brought up every feeling I’ve ever had about my body, being viewed by other people as different, unattractive, and unlovable. It wasn’t even the words spoken, it was the implication that because something looked “abnormal” there was something wrong with me that needed improvement. I didn’t like been seen like this, because it didn’t feel accurate at all
The angels let me know that when we feel judged by others, this is a sign that something doesn’t match up with our true selves, our spiritual essence, our truth. This is why we feel pain, because our true self our higher self only celebrates what is loving and wonderful about us. There are no real “flaws” nothing that needs to be “fixed.” When we feel judged by others, we know something s off. we are also judging ourselves. It’s a sign we are placing too much weight on the opinions of other people and not giving ourselves enough self-love.
This took the focus completely away from the comments that initially pushed forward my feelings, It brought the focus away from anything external including the other personality. It brought things right back to center – back within. The only person who has power over my feelings is me. I can choose to let one person’s perception of my physical body bother me, or I can choose the truth I know.
I have chosen come into a body that deals with some challenges to learn important lessons spiritually; I know it looks a heck of a lot worse to an outside bystander than it actually feels for me.. I am so much more than my body, and deep down I love the person that I am, I try on a daily basis not to focus on my illusion of “flaws.” It isn’t always easy, that is the journey. I try to focus on being the best person I can be. I make the choice to be of service to others and to the world.
I consider it a personal mission to help people feel connected to the loving essence present in everything. Once we are aware of this love and it’s power, we become acquainted with how wonderful we really are. Potential becomes limitless, and miracles occur everywhere. This is why working with angels is my calling.
Not long after this experience where I felt judged, I was at the health food store getting groceries I met a lady there who kindly helped me pack my buggy, She asked me during the course of our conversation, what physical condition I was dealing with. When I told her Cerebral Palsy, she was visibly shocked, and went on to explain that fro her perspective a person could not tell it was so mild which is why she asked.
I knew this was the angels way of showing me an example of how the same thing cam be perceived differently. One experience was completely out of alignment with the truth of who I am, which is why I felt the pain of illusion judgement.
Lesson 31 in A Course In Miracles says:
I am not the victim of the world I see.”
We are certainly not, since we create our own reality. These two closely linked incidents were powerful teachers that I wanted to share. May they shed light for all of you who read this.
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